hm

SKULL NEOCITIES

if i am eating something small that i can pick up with my hands i must eat them two at a time. two fries two pretzels two pringles two almonds

mu faucikng head hurt

i am placid, complacent, obedient, sedated, tranquilized. it is niceeeeeeeee

wooden it be nice

yeah beastie boys it WOULD be nice

yeah beach boys i DO gotta fight for my right to party

slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slrup slurp

oh yea i forgot i was gonna rwrite on here

anyway so the other day i was brushin my teef in the single stall bathorom and man i could hear some kids fuckin!!!! so i have a bit of a radiohead creep moment... wait no its more liek a radiohead JUST moment. wait. its most like the scene in evangelion where shinji goes to the movies and theres a couple there kissing and theyre the only people in the theater. thats what its like.

i wish i were a bird

i wishe i could kisse a fishe

my eye is twitching again ;_; this shit SUX!!!!!!!!

i am so placid and tranquilized and obedient and sedated and complacent and calm

8==D

heh lol peenis

kisse a fishe

i wishe i could kisse a fishe

happy sythesizer kimi no

sorry i dont have anything profound to say today i hope these shitposts can suffice

VIVA VIVA HAPPY CHU CHU CHU

otaku culture is the most dangerous drug on the planet. viva viva happy

OH MIKU IM TRYING TO VIVA VIVA HAPPY BUT I STILL WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!!

roki roki roll roku roku roll

i should go missing

anyway im burning a mixtape right now ooooooo yeaaaaaaa

fug i need to eat smth im very hungy

I am dead and this is hell

typing from my phone because it's 5am and I don't wanna wake up my roommates. I've been playing this really cool game lately called "can't sleep" it's really cool haha lol so cool

holy shit I hate my life so much I haven't been able to sleep lately I have a goddamn cold I have a massive fucking headache rn my jaw is fucked up my stupid fucking retainer hurts my cheeks my lips are dry and I CAN'T FUCKING SLEEP dear god what is the point in living if I can't sleep

and I have to do shit today except I think I might email my professors and tell them I'm taking the day off bcuz I feel terrible right now and I gotta fucking sleep I NEED TO SLEEP Ivr been awake unconsenting since uhhhhhhhh 12

this is it I'm going to die for real this time oh god oh shit oh fuck

don't cry for me. Oh my fucking god this sucks I don't even have any fighting spirit right now I can't fight the powah I'm gonna fucking die

ohhhhhhhhhhhhh and it's so fucking windy outside the windows are rattling n shit fuck I should drop out and move to Ireland

OHHHHH FUCK AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I am dead and this is hell

really wishing I uhh uhh uhh idk wish I was home, wish I had a million dollars, wish I was a fat housecat, wishe I could kisse a fishe, wish I was AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK OH GOD IM NEVER GONNA MAKE IT

I'M NEVER GONNA MAKE IT I'M NEVER GONNA MAKE IT I'M GONNA DIE A HOLLOW CARCASS WHEN YOU FIND ME THE SCAVENGERS WILL HAVE EATEN ALL MY SOFT FLESH. LIKE A CICADA SHELL THAT'S HOW YOU'LL FIND ME DRY AND EMPTY AND BRITTLE AND THEN MY SHELL WILL BE CRUSHED..... LIKE A CANDLE IN THE WIND OR SOMETHING. AND I'M NOT EVEN HAVING ANY EXISTENTIAL ISSUES RIGHT NOW I JUST HATE BEING ALIVE BECAUSE I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay it's time to turn off caps lock. I need to drink myself to death. I don't drink but I need to drink myself to death. I need a dynamite cigar that will blow my head off I need a 2x4 with one single long nail hammered in to pierce my forehead. I'm never gonna make it

I am a pathetic decrepit corpse and I cannot do anything except lie in bed and wait until ..... idk. It's all so tiresome.

i have GOT to get normaler

IM GONNA MAKE YOU PROUD NORIKO TAKAYA!!!!!!!!!!!

everyday i try so hard to トップをねらえ! you better believe me. its so hard but i gotta aim for the top gunbuster okay???? sometimes im miserable yes but i just need to aim for the top gunbuster okay????? im gonna make you so proud noriko takaya. shes just like me she was a loser bad at things but then she worked hard and aimed for the top.... and thats gonna be me too!!!!!!!!! i may be a loser right now but if i work hard i will make it to the top and make noriko proud!!!!!!!!!!!!

how are you guys doing it. how do you get the motivation and drive and willpower to do things. is that not like the hardest thing imaginable? how do you keep going? im sorry noriko takaya im not making you proud right now ;_; im not aiming for the top ;_;

how do you get the willpower to continue doing thhings its just unfathomable. we really have to wake up tomorrow dont we. i just dont get it. there are things i need to do but i just have no drive to do them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

one night in bangkok yeah i'll show you one night with my bang cock!

i just kind of suck im a loser, im really not good at anything that will give me money to live. god and then "well why dont you just learn" i would love to learn but i have no motivation or energy. god i sound like such a fucking loser.

i wish i could do things yknow; and even if i could do things this gobshite country is a shithole and i wont be able to afford living in this shitty fucking goddamn country. i could have a salary and still not be able to afford anything becasue fucking landlords jacking up prices and jacking each other off. and every goddamn company needs more money and needs to bleed the rest of us dry. this country was never great and i dream of the day i can leave. but its not like ill be able to afford to leave so im stuck in this goddamn patch of dirt.

oh elton john i wish i could become a teenage idol and shoot myself in the head....... uh....... i mean.... shoot myself to fame.

i hate videogames i hate anime i hate music i hate sleeping i hate drawing i hate html i hate dreaming i hate talking to people i hate people looking at me i hate reading i hate writing i hate otaku culture its just all so tiresome

oh PLEASE youve gotta cut me loose of this one room dive

ill be a teenage idol, just igve me a break PLEASE

im sewing my teeth, like im piercing my teeth with the needle and sweing thread into my teeth

dinka dink dinka dink dink dink dink....a!

dinka dinka dinka dinka dink

i dont even have anything to despair about!!! well i mean i do but i dont really want to write a novel like i used to, it would be just rambling stream of consciousness right? well i mean this is all stream of consciousness but what EVER!!!

hm... art and such uguu uguu

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

naw i dont have the blues enough to write in here right now

i would hol horse

yeah i would hol horse

new anime i just made up: its called "going to chicago shouldnt be this difficult!!" its where a group of fellas try to go to chicago for thr tradidional american spring festival of "st patricks day" but hijinks happen along the way. episode 2 is when they take a wrong turn and end up in a barren wasteland where ruins of a lost city are (ohio) and have to rely on the geek character to build a gps from scavenged scrap metal. episode 3 they keep going but their car breaks down in the endless corn field but luckily a group of ronin (vietnam veteran biker gang) finds them and takes them to a traditional miswestern bar and grill, yknow with the building built in 1932 with a jukebox and only sells alchohol and fried food, with pictures of local baseball teams lined up on the wall. one of the girls from the chicago party falls in love with ne of the ronin. episode 4 theres more ronin taking them to a car dealership......... yeah what EVER

sorry i stopped caring halfway through writing that.

i would also kakyoin

if i end up going this whole summer without a job im going to initiate a third impact on myself. im going to create human instrumentality for myself. im going to go to gensokyo. im going to be featured in an episode of wonder egg priority. im going to pull an elton john and brother im NOT talking about a crocodile rock.

please god i just want to work i have passion i have skill i have a love please just hire me to fix clothes or to sew clothes or costumes or whatever you want just let me sew for money.

"thank you for applying we'll be in touch" "thank you for applying we'll be in touch" "thank you for applying we'll be in touch" "thank you for applying we'll be in touch" "thank you for applying we'll be in touch" "thank you for applying we'll be in touch" "thank you for applying we'll be in touch" "thank you for applying we'll be in touch"

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAA

i dont wanna fight the power anymore i just wanna sleep

i dont really wanna do anything at all i just wanna lay down and do nothing

call me the happy smiler the way i smile happily

step outside the house i got a style: silly

quintuple bunny party in my own front yard

yeah i aim for the top and play my trump card

dj smile on the beat you know im full of love

got a pile of hope you know that im proud of

instrumental break

peace and joy is what its all about; decrease my fear, envy, hate and doubt

seeing flowers for hours gives me all i need,

empower rain showers, even help the weeds

i keep my garden clean and my thoughts cleaner

remind myself the grass aint always greener

my tendrils are detecting an anomaly. something is sure to occur soon

at 6AM in the AM in the MORNING, at SIX AM IN THE MORNING. I am awoken by the ROTC doing their marches and doing their chants or whatever as loud as humanly possible. shut the fuck up ``please" HOLY SHIT i didnt know i could respect them even less but i am astounded. i am still angry.

that literally put me in such a bad fucking mood AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

anyway im back at umiversity and im not going insane like last year which is always good. im joining lots of clubs n shit. talking to my professsors n shit. goin to the library n shit. readingbooks n shit. im so fcuking normal its like breathing. i love being normal.

i dont snooze all the time anymore. well i mean i snoozed TODAY because the fucking rotc guys woke everyone up at 6am so i went back to bed after classes, but thats different. i decreased my dosage and now im not so eepy all the time. unfortunately i do get random spikes of nervous more often, but im also much less eepy. oh well

JIBUN WO

SEKAI SAE MO

KAETE SHI MAA SO NAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ohhhhh code geass waht a show

se no

demo sonna ja dame mou sonna ja hora kokoro wa shinka suruyo motto motto

fuwafuwari fuwafuwaru

kamisama arigatouuu

IM SO FUCKIGN NORMAL

the thoguths have returned. no, not the elton john thoughts. the "i should trasnfer universities" thoughts. i dont know

i just need to work hard and get my degree and a minor and then i will be able to do sound/audio stuff and make lots of money and then i will be able to go to bunny island with my beloved and eat lots of good food and have ltos of fumos and never worry about money ever again!!!!!!!

im going to do sound/audio stuff. im going to go to the conference and get an internship maybe or at the very least i will make contacts and then i will get a job back home owrking for a theater/label/station/whatever and then i will be able to do everything and i will have money and then i will graduate then i will get a job using the contacts i made and then i will *** ******* ** ** ******* and then we can go to bunny island and eat revolving bar sushi and okayama peaches and i will never worry about money ever again!!!!!!!! so i need to work hard right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!! luckily i dont have anything to do right now because i already did all the stuff i need to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and tomorrow i will finish my project and do a good job on it and then i will meet with my advisor and then i will have a meeting with another advisor soon and i will discuss many things and hopefully i will start making a plan for evrtyhign!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ah, the one problem though is that i'd really like to play modded mc right now, but i know if i start playing modded mc ill get sucked in and not accomplish anything i need to accomplish............ ahhhh but i wanna build machines!!!!!!!

but what would noriko takaya say??? she would tell me that even though it might be really fun i still need to keep studying and working hard so that i can aim for the top gunbuster!!!!! i cant start getting lazy wiht my studies now, not after this far!!!!!

DUDE.

WEED.

LMAO.

DUDE WEEEED LMAOOOOOOOO HEY DID YOU KNOW I SMOKE WEED HEY DID YOU KNOW THAT I TAKE EDIBLES HEY DID YOU KNOW THAT DID YOU KNOW DID I TELL YOU THAT I SMOKE WWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDD???????????????????????

THATS SO COOL AND IM SO COOL BECAUSE I SMOKE WEED AND THATS AGAINST THE LAW BECAUSE IM UNDER 21!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THATS SO COOL THAT I SMOKE WEED!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE SMOKING WEED HAHHAHAHA LOL DID I TELL YOU I SMOKE WEED ITS SO COOL ISNT IT????? LOL ISNT IT????????? RIGHT???? RIGHT???? PLEASE SAY YES

guys dude weed lmao right?? hahah lol im gonna smoke a bowl after this LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLLOL im so #crazy and #unique and #quirky and #BAD TO THE BONE

DONT mess with me guys because i smoke weed! ill fuck you up and then ill get fucked up!!!! with WEEEEEEDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im SO fucking hardcore because i smoke weed and take edibles!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha lol guys one time i took 200 kiloshits of edibles and i got SOOOOOOOOOOOOO fucked up dude!!!!! LOLOLOL it was like, i saw every future at once and i saw every past and i saw the astral plane and i saw my dead dog from 3rd grade and he told me that weed is SOO COOOOLLLLL and then my dead grandma appeared and said i was SOOO COOOOOOOOL and it was SOOOOOOOO COOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL and then i CRIED because it wwas such an EMOTIONAL experience!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

LOLLOLOLLOL I CANT WAIT TO GET SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HIGH AFTER THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i get so relaxed when i do weed LOLOLOL its the only way i can do any work is if im STONED!!!! LOL isnt that so fucking #CRAZY im such a #STONER LOL DUDE WEED RIGHGT?????

LOLOLOLOL we should TOTALLY get stoned sometime you should TOTALLY smoke a bowl with me itll be so COOL i promise

DUDE. i got SOOOOOOOO hammered last night!!!!!!!! DUDE. i was SOOOOOOOOO drunk last night i like dont even remember ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL

DUDE. i LOVE drinking i had SOOOOOOOOOOO much vodka last night LOLOLOLOLOLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL I LOVE DRINKNIG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i drank SOOOOOOOOOOO much like id never had than much before and i was SOOOOOOOOOO DRUNK!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOLOLOL i cant wait for the weekend so i can get SOOOOOOOOO hammered after these exams LOL i need to get #SLOSHED to forget these exams LOL

DUDE.

WAIT.

WHAT IF

I SMOKED WEED AND GOT DRUNK AT THE SAME TIME

THAT WOULD BE SO FUCKING COOL

its like , DUDE ill be HIGH AS FUCK AND DRUNK AS FUCK.

AT. THE. SAME. TIME.

DUDE.

DUDE. LAST WEEKEND

LAST WEEKEND.

LAST FUCKING WEEKEND

i went out into the woods and i just got HIGH and smoked SO. MUCH. WEED. and DUUUUUDEEEEEEEEEEEEEE it was sooooooooooo cool it was like i was connected to the EARTH and i was one with EVERYTHING and i saw my DEAD DOG FROM 3RD GRADE AGAIN and he said that he was PROUD OF ME!!!!!! that was the first praise i had gotten since 2 hours ago!!!!!!! LOLOLOLOLOL im suchhhhhh a mess thats why i #SMOKE WEED!!!!!!! but i started CRYING because my FUCKING. DOG. from THRID GRADE. who is DEAD btw. said he was proud of me!!!!!!!!!! AND I WAS HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lololololl i LOVE nature dude its so cool to get high in nature its like im connected to EVERYTHING and i could sense what the BIRDS were feeling and i drank from the SWAMP because my DEAD GRANDMA said it would heal my INNER CHILD. my grandma who is DEAD btw. and then i CRIED

LOLOLOLOLLOLOL I LOOOOOOVEEEEEEEEE WWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD AND GETTING DRUNK

LOLOLL IM SORRY IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #DRUNK RIGHT NOW WHAT DID YOU SAY??? LOL AM I IN THE WAY??? AM I IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FUCKING HALLWAY AT 1AM LOUDLY TALKING TO MY SHITTY FRIENDS WHO ALSO ARE DRUNK??? LOL IM SO SORRY IM JUST SO DRUNK RIGHT NOW! LOL ARE YOU TRYING TO GET THROUGH??? LOL DO YOU NEED TO GET SOMEHWERE??? SORRY AM I IN THE WAY???? DID I MENTION THAT IM DRUNK????

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL IM HAVING SUCH A GOOD TIME RIGHT NOW

SORRY DID I BLACK OUT??? DID I THROW UP???? DID I PISS ON THE FLOOR?????? WAS I EATING OFF THE FLOOR??????? THE FLOOR THAT I PISSED ON????? LOLOL THATS SO CRAZY DUDE I WAS SO DRUNK LAST NIGHT

my name is clam hanson. i am 19 years old. my house is on the west side of campus, where all the dorms are, and i am not married. i work as an employee for ******** and i get home everyday at 8pm at the latest. I don’t smoke or drink. I’m in bed by 11 PM, and make sure I get eight hours of sleep, no matter what. After having a glass of warm milk and doing about twenty minutes of stretches before going to bed, I usually have no problems sleeping until morning. Just like a baby, I wake up without any fatigue or stress in the morning. I was told there were no issues at my last check-up. I’m trying to explain that I’m a person who wishes to live a very quiet life. I take care not to trouble myself with any enemies, like winning and losing, that would cause me to lose sleep at night. That is how I deal with society, and I know that is what brings me happiness.

everytime i close my eyes i wake up feeling so bunny

i want to pet a bunny

creep weirdo what the hell am i doing here i dont belong here etc...

do NOT fucking touch me, im a real live wire

im tense and nervous and i CANNOT relax

hey lol the last 4 entries were focused on muzak lyrics lool